I have failed.
I cannot please everyone.
All the time.
In all circumstances.
In some twisted way i was trying to be needed. I wanted just a little attention. To know that my friends won't just go away because i'm struggling. I just wished people would listen to ME. to things i don't say. To ask questions and challenge me to think deeper, to feel, to be real. I have many masks - which one would you like today?
Now i am tired. I have failed. I am broken down. I feel worthless. I am sad on the inside but you wouldn't know it. I cannot show it. If you knew me you wouldn't like me. You would judge me. I don't like to waste words... does that mean i am boring or dull? What is there about me that is worthy of anything or anyone for that matter. Why do i care what you think? And so i eat. Seek comfort from the Comforter not the comfort food.
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